kumi-wa

going to start drawing again for http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=212891568771918 any suggestions?

i'm BAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK! =) its been a hectic month with all that relentlessness slaving off at studies... now i feel like a fucking hermit. and tadaa! tomorrows the last papers. god 'really' loves me. *getshot* so now.  i'm back to drawing again. *sobs* 1 month. i'm not even certain i remember how to draw. anyways i've been doing some reading (online, fic etc) and i came across Remittance Girl. basically she's got terrifically funtastic writing skills, almost like you can feel what she writes. totally terrific! one of her series is Beautiful losers: http://www.remittancegirl.com/beautiful/loser1.htm yeah, its sexually explicit and stuff.

prolly no one'll care enough to read this, but i've sadly reached the end of my art limit even if i hold a pen or close my eyes no inspiration comes, AT ALL! and i'm not joking here. i don't even have the inspirations i usually get when i daydream. there is just this fucking BLANK SLATE.. colorless and dead! all i get is this stupid, claustrophobic emo-feel, and i keep thinking of what-if's, what if. the people around me laugh and joke and laugh and joke. its bloody stupid and childish i know to get emo about people not noticing my fucking shitting emo-ism but i'm human and that doesn't change the fact that i still like to fit in. and